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Knowing

Your likes,
Dislikes, dreams,
Nightmares,
The soil you are-
Born out of,
The smell of your cloister,
And may be what to know about you,
With a whim of knowing you not,
And also that I don’t exist in your world,
All is known to me.
I know you.
And the feeling of knowing you suffocates me.
There is no going back now.
‘I know you.’
You no more exist,
But what I know about you.
‘And the feeling of knowing you suffocates me.’

Comments

Terri said…
It's okay...breath...breath (smile)

Seriously Me Ho, another beautifully written poem.
March 16, 2011 at 7:48 PM
Sharon McPherson said…
Love your new blog design and colours ...

Knowing - does anybody know anybody?? Food for thought. :)

By the way, just displayed my award on my blog. Thank you again for presenting me with it. x
March 17, 2011 at 3:10 AM
Anu Lal said…
Thank you Sharon, for these lovely words. Knowing indeed is a phenomenon that unfortunately happens occasionally.
Love,
Anu
March 17, 2011 at 5:46 PM
Hyde Park Poetry Palace said…
mind blowing..
the imagery is stunning.
March 27, 2011 at 5:57 AM
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